Byron Warrington

b_warrington @ 2003-12-28T16:25:00

2003-12-28T21:37:52Z

So i'm home. Doesn't feel that way at all.

I've noticed that things that use to please me before have become annoying and are much too present. I can't seem to escape whenever I feel the need to be alone and just.. think for a while.

I haven't spoken to Lavender since the Yule Ball. I had to leave a little earlier so I didn't get to kiss her goodnight.. I have no idea if she really enjoyed it or if she was merely using me for company.

But all I can say is, I had a great time.

As the days pass, I see myself thinking more and more about all the little details about Lavender: the way her hair looked that night, the cute way she looked at something whenever it displeased her. What I love about her the most, is that she's so.. independant. She makes her own person and can just march into a room and have everyone watching her.

I wanted to send her a x-mas gift but.. I didn't know what she would like. Or if she wanted one from me or.. I don't know.

When I came home, my Mother had the nerve of asking me why I never bring a girl home for the holidays. In all my years of existence, I, Byron Warrington, have never been serious about a relationship with a person from the opposite sex. I mean, it's not as if I haven't been with one but, until recently, girls have only been a challenge, a way to pass my time. Is it so wrong to start being serious about this?

My mom kept mentionning the names of some of the Slytherin girls. Blaise, Pansy, Tracey, and even Millicent. Why not one of those? she asked. Quite frankly, i've never seen what was so attractive of the way they played with the other Slytherin fellows and the way they got angry at each other whenever one messed with the other. I can admit I was once part of those games, but they never really amused me: i have never seen the point of kissing one girl after the other, unless it was for pure contentment. But, then, it used to be so easy: chosing one, and not worrying about what comes with it. But now I want to worry, I want to think of the other person, about how I can please her. And somehow, it's Lavender whom I have set my eyes on.

Lavender. Even her name is attractive. At first look, you'd see a beautiful young lady who could make you blush like a schoolgirl. She has that sort of.. power that all women seem to look for. And that is extremely sexy.

I love her little remarks: she's as good as any Slytherin girl when it comes to comebacks, but yet she was placed in Gryffindor for a reason: she does not have an evil heart. I don't know much about the inner-her but, I'm positively sure that underneath all that hair madness, she's an emotional person who can hide herself better then others.

And I feel it's up to me to help her reveal herself.

b_warrington @ 2003-11-20T22:10:00

2003-11-21T03:11:10Z

I can't stop thinking of you.
My mind is like an ocean of desires that moves back and forth in great agony.
I can't go on this way.
Please.. come to me.

Why don't I just.. send her an owl?
It isn't that hard.. but.. I can't.

Why is it so difficult with her? With all the others.. it's so easy.. Like with Tracey.. I could just kiss her for hours and shut my mouth. No talk, just kiss..

I need to think again..

b_warrington @ 2003-11-09T10:47:00

2003-11-09T15:54:41Z

Bloody Hell.

So Adrian's with little Weasley, eh? Thank god he doesn't have anything to do with Lav anymore...

Weasley. I don't see what people like in them. Personally, they would be my last choice but, Adrian has always been a little bizarre.

I haven't seen Lav for a while. Sometimes, I notice her walking from afar, and I can't mistake her beautiful figure with anyone else's.

And Tracey Davis has somehow become more.. noticeable. If it doesn't work out with Lav.. Maybe I should give her a try?

Nice to see you around, Tracey.

God.

2003-10-19T19:17:13Z

I should feel a little happier for a guy that has just gotten a date. Why am I feeling so guilty?

Okay. So Sally-Ann isn't Lavender.
But.. So what? Sally-Ann is pretty and she's devious. And, most importantly, she's a Slytherin.

So why am I still thinking about Lavender?

I have a date for the ball. Sorry Ladies.

I kissed Sally-Ann. It was a quick kiss, but I still kissed her. At first, it seemed like a natural thing, since I do that to a lot of girls. But then.. I just felt guilty. She claimed she isn't "innocent" but.. Who could she have shagged? Crabbe or Goyle? No way.
If she did, well i'll remember to stay away from her. That's just scary.

Where is Lav? I haven't seen her in days, and I find myself passing the Gryffindor Common Room a lot more often.. All because of a girl?!?

Ugh. I need to get some air. This ~~love~~ emotion thing is starting to get to my head.

Shit

2003-10-19T02:45:20Z

So Lav is going to the ball thing with Theo. Fuckin shit. Why him? This is pissing me off. A Gryffindor is pissing me off. What's wrong with me? She's probably not even all that great.. I imagine too many things.

Right. What's this thing for again?

I'm going to make her change her mind. I have to. Or else i'll just go with Sally-Ann.. ~~And watch Lavender and Theo from the corner of my eye.~~

Heh.

2003-10-11T15:40:23Z

Seems everyone's problems are exposed to the world. Kinda funny, actually. I'm also amused ~~and extremely glad~~ to see how much people replied to my last post. Didn't expect Gryffindors to ~~waste~~ find the time to read my writings. Should I feel special? *rolls eyes*

I'm hesitating between two girls for the ball. It seems that both of them have attracted my attention, but they are both younger. I will probably make my decision this week, and i'm hoping they will still be available *grins*.

Seems my fellow classmate is awfully busy with ~~the little Weasley girl~~ other things. Pucey, feel like going to play quidditch sometime? I can't wait to kick your arse.

;;grins;;

2003-10-09T22:35:41Z

Kinda catchy thing, this journal stuff, eh?
Not that I will bother posting everyday. I got other stuff to do. ;snickers;

Well, allow me to introduce myself, for the suckers who haven't realized it yet.
I am Byron Warrington, Slytherin 7th year. And i'm going to make the most if it [this last year].

Don't bother me, and I most likely ~~Yeeah right~~ won't bother you.

What's thie news I hear about a ball, eh? Who will get to be my lucky date?

b_warrington @ 2003-10-08T20:15:00

2003-10-09T00:10:03Z

testing. :D.. I need to make a layout.